The Brave Demos

by Ryan Sanchez-Webb

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I recorded these on my phone with nothing but my acoustic over the course of this past week
I'll get good one day

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released August 19, 2016

I'm a Gem by Gaudry (gaudry.bandcamp.com)
Lyrics to 100 mile phone call by EGD
Cover by Kayla Kulp
The rest by me

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Ryan Sanchez-Webb Raleigh, North Carolina

I'm Ryan and I'm not that good at this.

hey book me my mom usually lets me play shows

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Track Name: Earth
You can't tell me what I'm worth
You can't tell me why I'm earth
You can't make me keep secrets for you
You can't tell me what to do

I'm not gonna be less than the sky
I'm gonna live on the sun until I die
You can't make me keep secrets for you
You can't ever tell me what to do
Track Name: Blue Suffocate
Walk in circles
dyed my hair purple
run away
its not okay
run in circles
paint something blue
I dyed my hair for you

Left me drunk driving his car
push me too far
couldn't leave my weak knees be
too bad you can't drunk drive me
another dumb white boy on a dumb guitar
cloudy thin air from smoking your cigars
gold locket on the wall
I told you I can't stand y'all

All I've got left of you is on my wall
wish I could make one last phone call
Cant help but think of you
get on a bus, find some one new

Peaches and Grass, broken glass
beaches where the waves crash
Run in circles, dyed my hair purple
for you
im stuck in blue
suffocate me
forget to breathe
I hate you and I hate me
Run in circles, dyed my hair purple
for you
choke in blue
suffocate me
forget to breathe
I hate you and I'm glad you hate me
Track Name: Sniffing Sharpies
I can feel you trying to forget
me I can feel it
Go ahead and get away while you can
go ahead and live on those god damned mountains
this was supposed to be a happy song
but of course you made everything go wrong
you said you're not like me anymore
I said you never were

I'm sniffing sharpies
I'm at it again
I've got no more ends
I'm sniffing sharpies again
Bury me in molly
paint me white in the light
breathing smoke and snorting coke
rot my flesh and my bones
my bones I'm sniffing sharpies
I'm at it again
I've got no more friends
I'm sniffing sharpies again

I don't have anything left to say to you
except that I hate you too
this was supposed to be a happy song
but of course you made everything go wrong
I hope those mountains are forgiving
because we practice two different kinds of sinning
You said you're not like me anymore
I said you never were

I'm sniffing sharpies
I'm at it again
I've got no more ends
I'm sniffing sharpies again
Bury me in molly
paint me white in the light
breathing smoke and snorting coke
rot my flesh and my bones
my bones I'm sniffing sharpies
I'm at it again
I've got no more friends
I'm sniffing sharpies again
Track Name: Prism
Black water
Prism
I didn't do it
If you want things change, you gotta meet me halfway
ugly young boy on a bed of pearls
i didn't
i didn't do it
a bottle of pills keeping me ill
i didn't i won't do it

broken barriers in the sand
its fine
ill be my own band
I don't know where I'm gonna go but I'll write letters
to say hello
the smell of hospital beds
just because of what I said
you're turning me blue
I promise, I really miss you
but I didn't do it

UFOs crash into mars
a childhood, lived on shooting stars
water for a heart starts to bleed into me
tonight I'll sleep with the sharks in the sea
a smoking mirror reminds me
who I used to be
the purple hues in your eyes
start to breathe
into me
you're turning me blue
I promise, I really miss you
you turn black water blue
through prisms, I see you
Track Name: 100 mile phone call (reprise)
Please come into my bedroom
At night
Take off all my sheets and please
Stab me slowly
I wanna kiss your lips
I wanna feel your chest
Your hands are cold
I can't stop feeling this death overcoming
and
I'm being plagued
By my uncertainty
I'm being kissed by my unwanted thoughts
When I think of you, everything seems right
Don't leave me
Please don't leave me I'm
dreaming about you
I've been dreaming about you
and I think I've got you now
Track Name: I'm a Gem (Gaudry)
don't say you "love" me when i know it's a lie
don't say you need me when your hand is waving goodbye

don't suddenly care about me when i'm feeling okay
don't ignore me completely when i'm having a bad day

don't come around thinking you're the best i could get
don't come around saying i'm the meanest girl you've met

don't come around thinking i'll wait for you
don't come around with your stupid shit when i'm feeling blue

don't give me dirty looks and make me feel insecure
i recall our hugs, but the rest is a blur


but do tell me what you like about me
do tell me all about the people you hate

you're funny and sometimes cute and maybe that'll do
but darling, oh darling i'll never love you

you just don't try hard enough, i'm a gem can't you see already?
that's why you'll never be enough for me
that's why you will never be enough for me